be living so boring , don’t you hate it?
I have ever been looking forward to something, then, that SOMETHING have taken place, but in the fashion different from what it had beed designed.
Leaving the place I never love, now it seems as a dream, so far, so shadowy.
Maybe I’ve got the compulsion, hate doing something and myself undoubtedly, but doing those and be myself just as before.
Changing one’s mind, is it so difficult?
If you’re too agonized to stand,just escape, but you have been staying here with smile, don’t say that you have been pretended to cheer up, it is just because that a little safe feeling is served here, which could afford your peacockery and affectation briefly.
It is a little childish to abandon oneself to the perfect world, which is too ideal to remain. “it would be better were I an enacted role in that world ”, maybe others have discarded the thought many years ago, would everything get better if I do so?
Be afraid of the unkown future, yes, all dread root from what is undiscovered.
May I can deceive myself to believe something or someone to get temporary comfort, but what should I do if the belief disappear in the next minute?
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